Thursday 8 August 2013

Stop telling me I'm too thin

Because of my IBS I have no choice but to stay on a very restrictive diet, not unless I want large amounts of abdominal pain. As such I cannot eat all those foods that help one to gain weight and I can't eat large amounts at any given time. I can't eat fried foods, or lots of chocolate, or lots of hot chips, but I can assure you, sometimes there's nothing more I want to do but to eat those things. Daily I have to stop myself because I know the consequences of eating those types of foods, and that's a lot of physical agonising pain. So when people tell me that I'm too thin and need to gain weight, I'm sorry, but please shut your big gob. I've already got problems, I don't need additional personal self image loathing mind disabilities either, like BDD. Now whenever I look in the mirror all I see is ugly and too skinny. So please please please stop commenting on my weight. It's not helping.

And that's my rant for the day.

Cheers :)